It’s moments like this that make me second think God. Yesterday, I prayed that The ArtistvsPoet guys would be together and become the greatest band in the universe. Then the next day comes and this shit happens. Craig is leaving the band.
I just need a hug. and of course no one cares to care for me.
Your honesty is warming and amazing, I love that! It is the only way to be and I love when someone speaks their feelings or mind. Yes, you are not a child. As I said I haven't seen him in several years, I wanted to ask him about a work contact he had a several years back. If he hasn't given you care in 6 years, I certainly wouldn't want to ever be in his life. YOU or anyone else deserve more than abandonment by a father. You seem like a very strong girl, you don't need him, Wow, how my opinion of him just changed. Again, though, I do need the contact he had once, but there will be no mention of speaking. (and yes, this was our encounter I referred to). Maddy, my pleasure talking. We are looking at taking in 14-18 year olds looking for a new start or rather a chance, I certainly hope we are lucky enough to find someone with your "spark" and openess! Not that we spoke about anything personal, but YOU were a bright spot in my day!!
Well, thank you. And I’m sorry I couldn’t help you with any contact. And I wish you luck with your work.
Ms. Maddy, not to worry. However if you have not spoken in 6 years, WOW! what kind of father doesn't speak to their daughter!? Please forgive me for stumbling on and asking a sensitive question, again, my sincerest apologies.Please also be assured, I will not speak of my brief encounter with you, please don't worry. I would never dream of hurting or negatively affecting an innocent child. I am sure you are an amazing and beautiful girl. If in fact same Rob, I haven't spoken to him for a few years. Best of luck, Ms. Maddy :)
Wait, are you saying we’ve met? Or is this our brief encounter? I really don’t mind if you speak to him about this, he has no meaning in my life until he wants to actually give care to me. And please, I hate it when people call me a child. I am no child, nor have I ever been a child. And if we are speaking of the same Rob, does the Rob you speak of live in the DFW metroplex?
Roest is an unusual last name and I know a Rob. I stumbled on to a post somewhere just pushing buttons on random twitter pages. I came across Cady (someone) and ran into a post, honestly, I'm not sure how I pushed here but I saw something for Tumblr and please read for Cady. It came from a Maddy Roest. My apologies for stating your last name. Maybe it isn't the same Rob afterall. I wanted to get back in touch with him. Now that I think, he has 2 or 3 small children. Apologies again Maddy.
I promise you, there’s a 99% chance we’re talking abou the same Rob. He does in fact have 3 children, with the exception of me. I haven’t talked to him in about 6 years, but can you do me a small favor? and NOT be anonymous??? Cause like, you knowing him kind of freaks me out…..
Awesome!! haha the essay was fine. I just wanted to clear it up since you seem like a really awesome girl from the little I've talk to you and idk just kind throw it all out there. I've just been really paranoid and on edge lately and I think some of that is why I replied to you in the first place. :)
AWH! Thank you! You’re so nice. And it’s totally cool, I’m in the same phase too, I went through some trauma this summer and its all starting to hit now. Well, I don’t know what to say anymore, except Thank you, very much! And feel better!
Hey, not trying to be a bitch or anything, just explaining the other side of the story:
The "GayDean" thing is a joke and he is fully aware of that. I HAVE talked to him about, it fact even apologized for it since it was never meant to be a rude thing, or go beyond a one time joke. When I apologized he told me it didn't bother him and in fact told me that he thought it was funny. Did I intend for it to be something that a lot of fans picked up? No. But, I have no control over others. When me or my friends use it, it's with understanding. Jason throws it back at us too. I don't even know why I have to defend myself, my friends or anything like that, but I felt the need to clear it up. I was the one who started it and I approached him about it. People aren't always as evil as we think.
Anyway, sorry for the essay.
I’m trying to think about where this reply came from…and I think its from the question I asked Jason.
I totally get what you’re saying and I’m not amd. I personally call him GayDean sometimes, I understand its a joke. So don’t worry none if this is anyone’s fault. I’m just one of those people who like to be different, it’s my nature. And I was just throwing random (black) names out there, oddly, he chose one. That post was a joke though. I talk to Jason frequently and we’ve come to that point where each toehr knows when we’re joking. So I absolutely promise you none of this was your fault it was a simple joke :)
And sorry for my essay too, It’s hard for me to stop writing…you see, I’m doing it again. I should stop before you get annoyed and get hte feeling that you desire to kill me. Anywho…have a nice day :)
you said calling him "JasonDean" is offensive... thats his name
You’re not seeing the bigger picture. “I don’t like how EVERYONE (who listens to AVP) calls you JasonDean”
Now lets try this this once more (: I beleive that the guys in AVP are super cool, funny, great musicians and much more. So they deserve something MUCH bigger than theor real names. There is nothing wrong with their names. I infact was thinking of naming my future child “Jason Allen Dean” So you see, nicknames show how infulential you are. And besides, I’ve been talking to Jason a lot, that post was just to make him feel better.
I didnt know calling someone by their own name was offensive...
If you’re talking about Jason, then it’s not offensive. It’s just Jason is a super cool guy and he deserves something bigger than the title of “Jason.” Are you catching my drift? Or did I just make this sound worse?